I guess things could be a lot better. I stopped talking to that one person I wrote about in the last journal. I didn't mean for it to happen..it just did. I gave him a hug that day. I accidently pushed his head over with my hand. I said I was sorry but he flipped out and said, "Don't fucking touch me!" You probably don't know what that felt like. I put my hands up in surrender and backed away. I grabbed my things and I ran. I never stopped to take a breath. I just kept going. Ever since that day, he hasn't spoken a word to me. He looks at me a lot. But I won't meet his eyes. I look away but from the corner of my eye I can see him looking. I want to tell him how much it hurt. How much it hurts right now. But I don't think that he will listen. I'm afraid he won't understand. Why does this have to be so complicated? I feel very sad, and I've decided to stop drawing and creating any artwork. I've noticed that I have also stopped playing the piano. My favorite instrument...and I've just completely stopped playing. I don't know what to do. Someone help me...
Sad Suki

Devious Comments
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
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The earth is the Lords
He always keeps it
Treasures abound
For those who seek it
Bounty of landscape
The artist's thrill
Beyond the farscape
To substantiate thy will
I am a member of this group.
[link]
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
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The earth is the Lords
He always keeps it
Treasures abound
For those who seek it
Bounty of landscape
The artist's thrill
Beyond the farscape
To substantiate thy will
I am a member of this group.
[link]
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
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-Liz was here^^-
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
P.S- Im really sorry for the cut & paste message, but I have been so overwhelmed these past few days. I really wanted to thank each deviant who has supported my art, and this is the only way Id have time to do that so please forgive me
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Bunnies will rule the world!!!!
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I believe in Jesus Christ as my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it, then copy & paste this in your signature. ^w^
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ITS SASUKE NOT SASGAY!!!
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~ Bringing u DISASTER!! ~
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
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Much wisdom often goes with brevity of speech.
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
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Much wisdom often goes with brevity of speech.
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
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being different is okay.....even when you think it's not...
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